So Ive been gone for a while because of real junk.
I also work like 80 hours a week(off and on. not a stable job)
not including all the DnD/Pathfinder games I have going and working on my own pokejinka group.
I spent a lot of time trying to figure out who I am and soul searching.
Now that my ex is out of my life for good I finally feel like Im in a good enough place to come back.
Im on antidepressants now and a few other things to help with my health. Im in a healthy and thriving relationship.
My friends are... okay. lolol jking. My friends a fucking rockstars!
So lets see... Imma put a few things about me that Im finally putting my foot down on.
I go by He/Him online (not really ready in rl for that.)
I go by Kenny, Rhyan or Astra.
The rest of this is mainly just about me.
Im pansexual... i think im still not sure.. i just know love is love and if i love you, i love you and only you.
I was in a heavily abusive relationship that i almost died in twice from lack of food... as well as being abused emotionally, mentally and physically.
I was very unstable because I was in a mind set that was trying to deny what he was doing to me.
Now I know what he did he is out of my life and soon will be forever.
I met someone who treats me like a Goddess during the last three/four months of that horrible relationship.
Me and him now date. I love him dearly and dont know how i ever lived without him.
I talk about him a lot. Sorry its going to happen.
Im sorry for whatever happened before between us Im trying to fix things with people but I know that wont happen easily.
I fucked up... because I didnt want to face reality.. Im not that person anymore. Im trying to be a better person.